Fireflies

It’s easy to get caught in thinking that there’s a lot of really accomplished musicians out there and how can I really compete with them.  Thoughts and feeling of lack never get to the source of the issue.  Which I think is this. Wherever we are in our development on our instrument, we can tap into the source,  a real creative fountain.  This is the same well the greats tap into or anyone who plays an instrument. And when we connect, we pulse to a different clock.  I know it may sound heady and all but it’s a beautiful feeling when it’s happening even if you have less technique than others.   It feels like speaking, having a dialog through your instrument in your own unique way. Whenever I connect it feels like I’ve moved aside and gotten out of the way,  the mental chatter has calmed down……… I don’t think I’m giving justice to something that is non-verbal and  probably better off so………………  I’m done.  Find that portal for yourself into another dimension or whatever you may call it where you can find a space for creating in your own way.